Ugh. He doesn’t even have a fucking date and said he wouldn’t go before because it’s a ‘waste of his time’.
I was giddy until he said that in class.
I doubt this idiot has a date; I originally asked him to be my date if I end up going to prom. I would’ve been the only person who’d go with him. Because really, why would anyone want to go with him? Oh, that’s right. He puts up a fake facade to his ‘real friends’! He victimizes himself. Trying to pin ME as a crazy bitch. He lost his only friend who REALLY cared about him, and he cares about the people who don’t and WON’T give two shits about him. His loss. Now he’s trying to crawl back to his former best friends even though, like I said, it’s only for the sake of talking to them and not actually willing to be in contact with them after school because he won’t and doesn’t give a rats’ ass about them. He only cares about himself. He won’t care if the person he’s currently ‘close’ with committed suicide. That’s how much of a horrible piece of shit he really is, and he deserves to be alone. I’ve given him a chance to change that. I offered him my friendship, my EVERYTHING, my love, my support. He should be the one begging for my forgiveness, for all the shit he has put me in. For all the lies. The horrible things HE said. The passive aggressiveness. Now he has to follow his own path, staggering his miserable self in the darkness while pushing the only light away from him.
It should be whatever though. I can’t let this piece of shit, a coward, and a two-faced loser ruin MY night. I have a date, no tux/suit yet (ew dresses) and many of my friends are coming. They’re urging me to come.
I’m so much happier now. My new psychiatric medication is awesome. I feel beautiful. I feel strong. Brave. As my friends who had been so supportive have said I was. I have a great boyfriend, who calls me sexy and beautiful and adores me for what I am and what I’ve been through. I’m graduating in a month. Some of my closest friends are going to the same community college and campus as me after summer ends.
What will he gain? Misery. Misery for what he’s done. Karma will bite him in the ass. He’s turned into something he was AGAINST.
I got this.