omfg so cute ugh let me kiss you all over your face
ASDFGHJKL YOU FLATTER ME TOO MUCH LET ME LOVE YOU OK
Whoah, whoah. You don’t know how much better your blog makes me feel every time I click on it. I think you’re amazing. What’s going on? You’re fuckin’ lovely. Please don’t.
Maybe it’s just an episode of mine, maybe I’m just being this sudden crazy bitch, but I feel like I haven’t been truly happy in a while. And yesterday night was the cause. I wasn’t able to look at that one person’s face today who I THOUGHT would support me or at least acknowledge I somewhat exist and that a bit of comforting could be nice. Especially when I’ve always been there for him, no matter how horrible his/her depression was. Oh well, it doesn’t matter now. I can’t be possessive nor can I be constantly repeating my mistakes either. I think I care too much, and I do, mostly for the people who mean the world to me. But constant abuse from my parents is bringing me down and I just don’t think being dead would be worse than dealing with that shit all the time. I’ve relapsed during school because I couldn’t handle everything. My arm hurts so much. It stings and I went deep enough to make my white shirt stain too, which was noticeable. I feel like a disgusting human being, with people who do support me or not to soon call me out on being a disappointing fucking mess.